I feel so overwhelmingly sad right now. No, nobody died. It seems though that a friendship did. I am not sure if I just over invest myself and my feelings into friendships or if I really just seem to screw things up. I don't get it. It's like someone wants me to have a constant feeling of being alone. Heck, I can't even get ahold of the clinic. Noone will answer the phone. I feel so tired lately. All I want to do is curl up in bed or on the couch. Cannot do it though, kids will not let me.
I had been volunteering at my son's school every morning but now I do not have anyone to watch the other two boys while I do it.