Monday, February 8, 2010


I feel so overwhelmingly sad right now.  No, nobody died.  It seems though that a friendship did.  I am not sure if I just over invest myself and my feelings into friendships or if I really just seem to screw things up.  I don't get it.  It's like someone wants me to have a constant feeling of being alone.  Heck, I can't even get ahold of the clinic.  Noone will answer the phone.  I feel so tired lately.  All I want to do is curl up in bed or on the couch.  Cannot do it though, kids will not let me. 
I had been volunteering at my son's school every morning but now I do not have anyone to watch the other two boys while I do it. 

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