flowers flowers everywhere

Did I mention I have started gardening?  I love it. I find it very therapeutic.  Now if I could just get the hydrangeas to thrive.  I feel like if I can conquer hydrangeas, than maybe I will be ready to be a mother to a daughter.  Does that seem strange?  I know, where did that come from?  Let's face it, I want a daughter.  I always have.  I love all three of my sons, and yet still feel like there is something missing.  Like there is a life connection missing.  Let's see if I can manage to post a couple of pictures of what is growing.